I feel like 2007 was one of my favorite years to date.
I miss it already.

Happy 2k8



I can't decide if I'm happy or not right now.
Is that weird?

I'm going to Hong Kong.
I'M GOING TO HONG KONG!
Officially. In June. With Lindsey. For a month.
I made my first payment Friday.

I also got a fake ID which I am totally and completely obsessed with.
I will probably continue to talk and brag about it, because, well, I just love alcohol that much.

I'm just really glad I have good friends right now.





And you know what, I'm getting alot better at being straight forward.
No more pushing this girl over.
You asked for it. My fightin fists are up and so is my wall.

I have this one play list that used to make me feel warm and cozy.
Its cold in my room. I turned it on.
And now I'm just bummed out again.

Night time is the worst. When I'm all alone thinking about things.
I'm so tired of thinking.
I feel like a zombie.
Just in time for Halloween I guess.
Whatever.

Today was the first official day of cold.
As much as I loved not sweating as I walked around campus today, it made me kind of sad.
It made me think of last winter and how happy I was.


Things are different now, I guess.





Things I want to do since its cold:
+ drink whisky cider out of mugs
+ listen to damien jurado
+ cuddle

I'm still alive. Thanks for wondering...


Lately I've had no motivation to do anything. I wake up. Go to school. Go to work. And then do it all over again. AWESOME LIFE. Not. I need vacation. I need to see my Madeline. Maybe I'll drink some Andre and watch daytime soaps until I feel a desire to leave my room.

Hellloooo



Oh ya, and I'm sick of people pretending that their lives are so awesome, when really, they suck alot.

I want to smoke a ciggie in my bed. The end.

in a nutshell:



I'm awesome.

Austin City Limits this year was so amazing.
I had the BEST time.
Saw the best bands. Hung out with the best people...
I would just like to re-emphasis how much I love my friends.





( ACL )

My Birthday was on Tuesday. I am not a teenager anymore. Haha.
Jason got me this amazing antique piggy bank that is like a foot and a half long and a foot high.
Its pale pink with white and green daisies all over it. It is perfect.

Tomorrow night is my Birthday party. Ghosthustler is going to DJ (and they might even let me spin a little!)
I can't wait. I don't know what to wear.

I've been going out alot lately.
And loving every second of it.
Nightlife has been so much fun lately. Just laughing and dancing and drinking with good friends is all I need.




( See what I mean... )

Today I went to the Modern Museum of Forth Worth and saw the Ron Mueck exhibit. It was truely amazing. I was blown away. His attention to detail was ridiculous. Each sculpture had everything from spider veins to tiny holes where each hair follicle came out. Not to mention they were all ten to twenty feet long/tall. Here are some pictures I found online.








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ANNND finally, this weekend I'm going to Austin City Limits for the third year in a row! I'm so excited.
I get to see:
Bob Dylan
Bjork
The White Stripes
Wilco
The Arcade Fire
Bloc Pary
Damien Rice
The Decemberists
Regina Spektor
LCD Soundsystem
Blonde Redhead
M.I.A.
Andrew Bird
Clap Your Hands Say Yeah
Ben Kweller
Peter Bjorn and John
Yo La Tengo
Midlake

and some others I probably left out.

And if your going to ACL, the band I told you about earlier is playing an after party on Friday. The details are on their myspace.

Just looking at school stuff online is already stressing me out.
I am so not in the state of mind to go back to school. Like not at alllll.


Looking back on the summer...it was grand. Too much drinking. Too much sun.